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YoursisINFINITe 08.10.06 : 09.21.06

couldn’t think so well
couldn’t speak at all
couldn’t even look inside my heart
this is all i am

alone in a crowd
lost at a crossroad
yet God cared enough
to bore and suffered on that tree

clear as it is
deep as it’s been
no limits, no boundaries
yes it’s amazing
that God did not spare Him
perfect is His love for you and me

He knows i’m undeserving
Lost and unworthy
Even so, He took my place
Lord I am Yours..
Yours forever.

***
yes!yes!yes! at last! God has once again proved His sovereignty.
He allowed these words to be born.. nonetheless to speak to and
be pondered upon by the "under-His-pruning me"..  ;p i can’t explain the joy now albeit wearisome the past week was.. it’s like seeing a newly born. -tn s.o.

Dilat!05.13.07

Sa isang katulad ko
Sa kahit mabilis at panandalian
Sinong makikinig?

Sa tugon ng hangin
Sa iyak ng ulan
Sinong may malasakit?

Nar’yan ka kung puso’y naduduwag
Nananatili kung ako’y basag
Sa isang saglit, sa isang kisap-mata
Ikaw ay panaginip lang…
O panaginip lang.

Sa duyan ng jeepney
Sa saliw ng hikbi
Umaasang ika’y paroroon
Umiinog mundong naka-kahon

***
Totoo pala na may nananaginip ng dilat. hmm.. daydreaming?!NAH!  ’cause that’s way way off… siguro marahil nga (di ku rin naintindihan).. medyo ang hirap ielaborate.. please do bear with me. -tn s.o.

Tag-al 08.05.06

Kailan babalik?
Kailan pasasakop?
Kailan sasabihing, Hesus, ako’y sa’Yo?

Itong pusong salat
Laging uhaw at wasak
Katagpuin Mo nga O Diyos

Damhin ang pagyakap Mo, Panginoon
Sa bisig Mo ako paroroon
Ikaw lang ang tanging lumingap
Tunay na nagmahal
Kaya’t hindi na mangangailangan pa

Mga panahong nakalimot
Mga oras na naging bingi
Mga sandaling bulag sa sarili

Sa’king paglalakbay
Hanap ko’y Iyong mukha
Buha’y ko’t lakas
O Diyos sa’Yo iaalay

***
Yahweh must have seen my wilderness experience totally in a far different perspective..  perfect is HE!(indeed!)

Precisely, this was written as I long to make peace with my Savior.  I have forgotten His being Lord over my life.. i put the realization into words.. a solid and true expression, a heartfelt prayer to coming back to my Creator.. i won’t let go of Your grip anymore.. no never -tn s.o.

hiliNGpuso 07.15.06

Sa’Yo pa rin lalapit
Sa’Yo pa rin babalik
Ikaw pa rin ang hinahanap
Yakap Mong mahigpit

Iyong mga kamay
Sa akin ay gabay
Dinggin ang pagsusumamo
Sa’Yo, pagkat…
Hiling ng puso manahan Ka
Mayakap banal Mong mga paa
Sa landas na tatahakin, Ikaw ang makita
Hiling ng puso O Diyos, manahan Ka

Pagkukulang kong di mabilang
Hinugasan ng pag-ibig Mo
Inayos ng Iyong awa
Wala na ngang papantay sa’Yo, kaya’t…
Hiling ng puso manahan Ka
Mayakap banal Mong mga paa
Sa lahat ng panahon Ikaw ang manguna
Hiling  ng puso O Diyos, manahan Ka.

Ikaw nga ang nais makasama
Sa lahat ng oras, sa bawat paghinga
Gamitin ang buhay na ipinagkatiwala
Hiling ng puso ko.. O Diyos

***
this work isn’t mine.. it’s by a friend’s friend.  It was a huge privilege on my part to work on the music.. indeed, ’twas a fulfilling endeavor.. somehow giving the whole of me to every line. I am speechless as i am touched and  have been inspired by the message.. i can only thank God for blessing me with ideas to fuel these heart-pounding words. Master, here i am, Your servant..  ;p -tn s.o.

b r e a k-ing point11.20.05

His eye is ever on me
He knows this self more than i
I am in total shame
As He is grieved when e’er i’m broken
There is nothing to hide
A whole lot to air out
There seems no one to stop
But such yes to drop
Cry out to my LORD
Leave the emptiness
His hand’s there to carry me through
This heart and soul confess that YOU are God
You are..   You are all that i seek
As was a sheep that went astray
Your love’s forgiven my lies
My heart’s created and renewed
Silence is stillness
Yet often deafeaning
Even so, oh Lord i’ll pause
Heed Thy call

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this compo was born two years ago (see it above)
However, i did a slight revision.. from the former "Item of the heart" to breaking point, which i think is a better and a more appropriate heading.. (wahaha.. heading daw!) -tn s.o.